Archive for month: April, 2024

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There is a fantasy of living a magical life when you are a child. A happy ever after, like all the fairy tales. And yet, as you grow up.

You keep wondering when this magical happy ever after is going to materialise. You eventually realise that the world is not going to give you a magical life on a plate.

But you have to go out and get it. You have to seek you magical life. Take risks and hope they pay off. Find the women or man of your dreams and sail off into the sunset.

But after sunset comes darkness. And if you’re lucky then you’ll see another sunrise.

Some pray to never see another sunrise because of their suffering and lack of understanding of how the world is.

You see, we are sold a lie as children. We are told everything is fair and fun and joyful. We are sold fairy tales which show adversity followed by blissful happiness.

Many of us keep chasing this while trying to work out and understand this world that we have been born into. We imagine this happiness and joyfulness is automatic.

As a child we are generally in a natural state of high frequency. We are full of love for everything around us. We are curious and playful.

But then, slowly but surely as we get a little older, reality kicks in. Traumatic experiences to a young, innocent child change us.

We start to realise that the world is not this blissfully happy place we imagined. Our parents lash out at us due to their own suffering and struggles.

They begin to teach us about all the things that we can’t do. They teach us about fear. We learn at school about our friends different experiences.

Our friends parents getting a divorce and going their separate ways. How confusing and upsetting it is for a friend.

Most of all, as a child you have to deal with these unknown people called teachers. If we are lucky, we get a great teacher. They enthral us with all their knowledge.

All these things that we can learn. All these things that we can make. Excitedly playing with other children during break time. But as we get older, we get different teachers.

And we find teachers that are not as nice. They have suffered traumatic experiences and they are tired and impatient and angry with the world. They take out their anger on you.

They ignore you and shout at you. They tell you that you are useless and incapable. In past times, they used to beat you.

You start to realise that this world is not everything it was sold to you as when you were a young child. Suddenly you have to deal with people and all their problems.

There is not fairytale and happy ending. No sailing off into the sunset. You realise that you have been born into a world full of traumatised people. All who see the world a different way.

All who had had different experiences. Some amazing but some bad. You start to understand that you need a safe place as a child.

This may be at home or if you get beaten and abused at home, then school may be your safe place. If you have good friends and nice teachers. But this may not be the case.

And so as a child, you have no safe place. You don’t feel safe, ever. You realise the world is happening to you and you become a victim of life.

You’re taught that Jesus is coming to save you one day. And so you wait patiently. Suffering in the meantime but knowing that one day everything will change and be amazing again.

But that day never comes. Jesus does not come and save you as was promised. The day that everything changes and gets better seems far distant in the future.

It is like the fairytale where the man is trying to get to the castle. He walks and walks but never gets any closer. This is a metaphor for your whole life.

Trying hard and struggling but never getting anywhere. If you’re lucky, you will have some amazing people around you who will guide you and educate you about the real world and how to thrive in it.

Otherwise, you’re on your own and struggling to work it out. A rollercoaster of fun, joy, trauma, fear and excitement. One day, if you’re really lucky.

You’ll meet a wise man. And they will tell you how it is. They will explain that no one is coming to save you. That you’re on your own. It’s all down to you.

You are the creator of your own life. Not all these people around you, who have been projecting their own life experiences onto you be they good or bad.

The wise man will explain to you that your life plays out according to your choices you make every day. He will remind you to remember when you used to dream of a magical life as a child.

That this is still possible. But you have to go after it. It is not going to be given to you by some magical prince or princess. You are responsible for your own life.

And you have the power to make it great or to be a victim and suffer through every day. You can be grateful for all the amazing things you have in your life.

Or you can focus on what you don’t have. You can be jealous of others who have a big house and fancy car but not know their true circumstances.

You can wish for a high paying job but not understand how miserable and stressed out you would be. The wise man explains that you are the architect of your entire life experience.

You also choose on how to react when anything happens to you. You can find a positive spin or become a victim once more.

You can choose to waste your time on earth with distractions and escapisms. Running away from life experiences. Living in fear of repeating a miserable childhood.

Or you can realise that the power and choice lies within you. Every day is a new day full of new choices, optimism and hope.

Regardless of your circumstances, you have a heart and you can go after what you would love. You can choose to love everything around you as you did as a young child.

You can choose to be in this high frequency. It’s all down to you in this moment right now as to what you would love to choose for yourself and what you would love to create in your life.

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You are in a constant battle between low vibrational and high vibrational energy. In low vibration, you are a victim. Life is happening to you. You are not in control.

In high vibrational / frequency of energy, you are a creator. You are in control and you are creating what you love in your life. You are taking responsibility for your actions and your thoughts and feelings.

You have the awareness to realise that you are having constant thoughts that are trying to sabotage you. But with this awareness, you are able to side step them.

Thank them and send them on their way. Floating down an imaginary river. This high vibrational energy serves your higher self.

You recognise drama and distraction and you chose not to engage. Be grateful for all the amazing things you have in your life.

No matter how small and insignificant you think they are. Remember, that there is always someone worse off than you in this world.

No matter what your circumstances are right now, you have the power to create your own life. Take responsibility for your own life and do not blame others for what you are creating for yourself.

There was once a wise man who lived on top of a mountain. He felt it was his duty to guard the mountain but he also wanted to live way above humanity and all the drama they create in their lives.

All their problems and the hustle and bustle and stress. Up on the mountain, his mind was clear. The air was fresh. He could sit all day and marvel at the beauty of nature.

The mountains and lakes below him. The eagles flying to-and-fro. Hunting and feeding their young.

One day, two young men, Robert and Angus decided to go and see the wise man at the top of the mountain. They had both been struggling in life and wanted some wisdom to help them.

They climbed up the steep mountain path, carrying gifts of food and drink for the wise man.

But when they eventually reached him, they complained how hard the climb was and how heavy their bag was. They would not notice the view because they were too busy focused on their hardship.

The wise man made then go back down, with the bag and do the climb again. The two men complained bitterly but understand there was no doubt a lesson in this somewhere.

And so, off they would go. Back down the mountain, with their heavy bag of food and wine. They turned around at the bottom and started the long climb back up again.

Others who had been sent back down in the past would simply go back to the village, complaining bitterly to their friends and neighbours that the wise man rejected them and that he probably wasn’t very wise at all.

But Robert and Angus choose to climb back up and face the wise man once more. They were exhausted as they climbed up the steep mountainside for the second time.

The bags had been digging into their shoulders and it was a relief to put it down. They stretched out and once more complained about how heavy the bag was and how steep the mountain was.

How long it had taken them to climb all the way back up again. The wise man told them once again to go back down and come back up.

Robert and Angus cursed and complained. They yelled at the wise man and asked why he was punishing them so much. But off they went, muttering and complaining.

The wise man smiled, wondering how many times they would have to climb down and up the mountain before they got the lesson.

Robert and Angus started the climb for the third time. Suddenly they realised they were suffering on purpose.

They were deliberately torturing themselves by walking up and down a mountain with a heavy bag.

And when they got all the way to the top, they were so focused on their suffering that they did not see the beauty of the mountain and everything below.

They did not see the eagles or the lakes or the forests that lay below them. They were trapped in being victims. Suffering and complaining.

It was when they realised this that they understood the lesson. They still had to climb the mountain but this time they had purpose.

They wanted to thank the wise man and give him the gifts they had brought him and they wanted to marvel in the beautiful view that awaited them.

They wanted to listen to what else the wise man had to tell them. They wanted to experience being on top of the world and above all the problems and drama of mankind.

Most of all, they realised that they were in control of their actions and their thoughts and feelings.

Their whole perspective changed when they changed the way they thought and felt. They stepped out of being a victim and stepped into being a creator.

Their whole lives changed simply because they had changed their perspective.

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The war is going our way but we continue to need your support and high vibration and frequency of love being sent into the universe.

This is instrumental to our success in this war. I am Thanuk and what you would call the colonel in charge of this war. We are fighting to save earth but we still need your continued help.

It is the awareness of dark thoughts and feelings that our enemies use to attack you and us. It is these moments of anger and frustration which is their strongest power.

If you give into these false thoughts and feelings then your vibration and frequency lowers and they gain strength and power. They start to edge forward.

The more people that live their lives complaining and being ruled by dark thoughts. The more people that live in this low vibrational way of being.

The harder it is for us to fight for you. This struggle for power call comes down to frequencies. We are the higher and they are the lower.

We need you to be aware of what is going on in your own head. What state are in you in right now. Are you being a victim and being negative. Or are you hopeful and joyful and happy.

Excited about finding solutions to any problems thrown your way in life. Do not complain and do not be a victim. Always seek the lesson in any seemingly bad situation.

Create a win win solution for everyone. It is in this vibration that everything  functions much better for everyone.

When mankind is seeking solutions for problems rather than feeling powerless and feeling sorry for themselves. We are all connected so how you feel affects everyone else around you.

When you walk into a room with high vibrational energy, everyone is instantly uplifted. They feel better and happier.

By doing this simple task for us, you greatly serve your whole species. The more beings that are operating at a high frequency, the stronger we become.

We can fight for you and for your earth. Remember, when something happens that annoys you, you have a choice. You can let it wash over you and float away into the darkness.

Or you can let it consume you and change your course of action. It can lead you down the path of being a victim and complaining bitterly.

You then collude with others and they join in complaining with you. Then you start complaining about more things going wrong in your life.

Your vibration of all of you lowers. You all feel bad and sorry for yourselves. You feel the world is against you. You feel powerless. You feel sad and unhappy.

And all because you gave power to a single negative thought that you could have let go of. See the power in letting go of complaining and negativity.

Don’t get sucked down a rabbit hole for no good will come from it. Seek love in every situation. Send love to those they have harmed you or annoyed you.

This is your secret weapon to resolving conflict. Try it and you will see. Remember the one thing I always tell you. Your focus creates your reality.

The more you complain about something, the more things you will get to complain about.

It is because you are focused on complaining and so your subconscious believes that this is what you want. And so, it creates more of it for you.

Choose instead to focus on what you do want in your life. Focus on what you would love in your life. And you will get more of that instead.

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In the world of extraterrestrials, their daily life consists largely of seeking different experiences. Some ETs create these experiences for others. It is how they work.

These experiences are all imagined. Whatever they can imagine, they can create for themselves and for others.

For example, they can experience cage fighting where the fighters will be whatever you wish to imagine them to be. A giant bear against a crocodile or a T-Rex. Or just a completely made up animal that they create in their imagination.

Their food that sustains them is essentially soul food. They get this from using their imagination and knowledge. They crave knowledge constantly.

They go to a university type place whenever they want to and listen to another being who shares knowledge with them. It may be about their history or how to extend their imaginations to another level.

They especially love to learn about other planets including earth. How we live our lives. How other extraterrestrials live their lives.

All this knowledge helps feed their imaginations which helps them create new experiences which uplift them.

It’s that feeling of being alive and excited that feeds them. They can imagine climbing a mountain like Everest. It is freezing cold and windy and a difficult climb.

They get to feel the whole experience and how tough it may be. They experience the danger.

Their roller coasters are a whole different level. You can just imagine creating the scariest, most dangerous roller coaster and theirs will be a 1000 times even more scary and dangerous and terrifying.

They actually live in similar houses as we do on earth. They have animals they conjure up. Again, any type of animal they wish to imagine they can create for themselves.

Their hearts which is their main organ is what needs its nourishment by interacting with other’s hearts. They seek that warm fuzzy feeling of being loved and cared for and safe.

They do sleep as we do. They need to recharge for spending their day uplifting others by using their energy and love. Experiencing many different things every day.

Leaning and gaining knowledge of their world and many others. Using their imaginations constantly to create different experiences for themselves and others.

It is all very tiring work. It’s a very full and exciting life. But they do need to rest and recover., just as we do.

You can imagine, with a limitless imagination that it takes quite a bit of energy to constantly create these different experiences.

The same with food. They can still buy food and experience what it would taste like. They don’t actually eat anything but they experience what it would taste like if they did.

In this way, they experience many different types of food. That’s why they love coming to earth to see and experience what we eat. How it tastes. How it makes us feel.

That is what they are all about. That’s what they take back to their people and share that experience with them. All these shared experiences are very real.

It’s a bit like virtual reality but you can not only see but taste, feel hot and cold, feel rain and wind. Feel like you are there, having that experience.

Like watching a fight with the T-Rex and giant bear. You’re in the middle of the fight. You are dodging out the way of them.

You can feel their hot breathe and you get their spittle on your face when they roar. You get splashed with their blood. You can taste it.

You can feel their fear and anger and rage. And when one wins you can feel not only the victorious elation of the winner but the life ebbing away of the loser.

Their exhaustion and powerlessness as everything gets darker and quieter and goes still. Their heart slowing and finally stopping followed by darkness.

But in the same token, the victor feels invincible, elated and excited. Pumped up. You can experience walking through a forest, full of beautiful singing birds.

One comes and sits on your shoulder and sings loudly. Beautiful, bright colours. He’s calling for a mate. You feel his heart pumping with excitement and intrigue.

Searching, seeking and singing. Suddenly, he spots her sitting on a branch high up and he launches himself off your shoulder and flies up to meet her.

They live their lives with constant different experience like these. Creating them for themselves and for others. While we see them as something resembling a see-through bag with a big glowing heart.

They can see themselves however they wish. They may even take a human form, a beautiful women or a big fat guy wearing nothing but a small pair of dirty white pants.

They could walk around looking like a dinosaur or any other animal they create with their imagination. It just creates this really fun and exciting place to be.

They constantly learn and create and love one another. They seek to send love to each other and give and receive that feeling of being loved and cared for.

Just like us, they love to feel safe, especially after the universe’s scariest roller coaster ride. They love their life. They love constantly creating new and exciting experiences.

They love learning and gaining new knowledge of everything. They are kind and gentle.

There are also bullies with their big hearts, obsessed with getting more love and taking love from others. But they are soon put in their place. They are calmed down, sent love and empathy.

They would defend each other to the last. They would never run away and hide. They have no reason to be jealous or have resentment or hate for they can have whatever they wish.

They are sharing, caring and loving but brave and fearless at the same time. Their super power is exactly the same of ours.

They simply send out love to anyone who wishes them harm and it conquers all.